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My life.
Smiles. Tears. Random.




About Me Karin
01.10.1988
Libra


past.
walk on the milestones of yesterday

October 2007
November 2007
December 2007
January 2008
February 2008
March 2008
April 2008
May 2008
June 2008

credits.
ponder on the blessings and be grateful

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Tuesday, March 18, 2008
more tears and disappointment 3:10 PM



I don't know why I am blogging in the midst of BGS project meeting
I don't know why is my brain threatening to burst out of its skull
I don't know what exactly am I doing in SMU and allowing myself to suffer
I don't know what is wrong in my life that deserves my outmost attention

All that i though matters to me, seems so distant suddenly
Everything's not gonna right now.
I seem to have lost it all...

A cry last night doesn't seem to work
A talk with friend doesn't seem to clear up my worries
A moment of silence doesn't make me clearer with my life

Some friends are disappering into thin air
Could it be my imagination or rather that i have shut them out of my world
I have no idea.

I dread to wake up to a tomorrow
Losing even more than i possess now...