
I don't know why I am blogging in the midst of BGS project meeting
I don't know why is my brain threatening to burst out of its skull
I don't know what exactly am I doing in SMU and allowing myself to suffer
I don't know what is wrong in my life that deserves my outmost attention
All that i though matters to me, seems so distant suddenly
Everything's not gonna right now.
I seem to have lost it all...
A cry last night doesn't seem to work
A talk with friend doesn't seem to clear up my worries
A moment of silence doesn't make me clearer with my life
Some friends are disappering into thin air
Could it be my imagination or rather that i have shut them out of my world
I have no idea.
I dread to wake up to a tomorrow
Losing even more than i possess now...